not writing

i don't write these days. i thought i didn't know why but i do

i don't write because i'm too tired to think

i don't write because when i'm at this laptop it's for either work or class assignments. after both are done i don't have the capacity to think anymore

i don't write because i don't like to just write anything, even though i probably should, and nowadays i just have nothing to say

i don't write because i can't breathe. because i hate March and all the dust it brings

i don't write because i would rather re-watch episodes of Entourage

i don't write because i don't feel like it. no excuses. i just don't feel like it

i don't write because my mind is not at peace. even though writing brings my mind to peace

i don't write because my thoughts are all over the place

i don't write because i wouldn't know what to write or how to write it

i don't write because i get migraines

i don't write because i've been an insomniac for a week. and the migraines don't go away

i don't write because i don't enjoy anything that i have to do. i want to want to write

i don't write because all i ever feel like posting is music. and that's not very interesting to anyone but to myself

i don't write because it will come out sounding like complaining. just like this post. and i don't mean to complain. so i won't write