So horribly pathetic but i love it, i would have loved it as a 16 year old and i still love it in all of my 24 years sitting here waiting to fall asleep and get up for work tomorrow.
But for the past two hours i didn't think about any of that. I thought about Edward and Bella and how perfect they are. This fits my every weird definition of perfect: he's a vampire, she's a freak, but what they have together is perfect. Edward is everything that our average male [insert appropriate adjective here (i won't, in respect to clean language)] is not. He knows what he wants, he is not scared to pursue it. He doesn't change his mind. He's not scared. He's impressive. He's bold. He doesn't make room for Bella to question him or anything about him. He is dependable. He comes through, which is more than i can say about anyone i've ever met or even heard about.
Bella is stable. She doesn't change her mind either. She doesn't look for bigger or better. They are satisfied with what they have and what they are and are willing to put at least minimal effort in to perfect it. They connect, and by connect here i don't mean click but they actually connect. I believe in those connections i don't believe in clicks. Clicks are short term.
Edward waited for Bella for so many years. SO many. But he know what he wanted and he didn't settle for anything else. He knew she would come. I find that amazing.
The soundtrack is pretty awesome too.
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